I had been busy for the past few weeks with my new job. Well, I had been listening to Faye Wong's song, Exit; which she rapped about the fortune-teller's predication.
Heard that 1999 will be end of the world
By that time I will have married and had child
Before the child performs evil deeds
May the lord take her to heaven
Maybe we can honour
I have problems, many unsolveable problems
I lack patience, nothing gives me satisfaction
I frequently seem impolite to people, as if I was born with this nature
I detest being a star, but ironically hope to attract attention
On reading the entertainment section of the paper
There is a grand charity performance by the stars
Many people donate money
That's our contribution
I dislike politics, it feels dangerous
Caring for society, but the society is on moral fall
Of course, there is a good side to the situation
I only believe in love, hoping for a happy family
Unfortunatley, the fortune teller told me my marriage
would not be too stable
Said when I'm 40 years old, my husband would have affairs
That makes me worried, very worried indeed
There is an optimistic exit
But would there be an exit
I believe in Buddhism
Would that be of any help
I have attempted to grasp happiness
But what is happiness
The concept of happiness is so vague.
I am wondering, is there an exit at all. Fortunately, I do not believe in love. I long for freedom and happiness. Yet, do not understand how to achieve this. Is there a solution?